Hurm.. just got back from werk.. one more day to the weekends..!! yaHOOOO!! i cant wait for the weekends.. me and my baby's gonna have some private time to our own to just chill out and be in each others embrace.. its been time since we last did tt.. i'm literally counting the minutes.. heuheu.. hopefully watever we've planned will turn out smoothly..and no more cancellation of dates.. arghhhhh!!! i need my lovey dosages.... :0

--Akan ku simpan sisip kenangan pahit kita jauh dilubuk hati..--

Middle of the night..

*sigh*sigh*

Right!! wat now.. *sigh* i cant get to sleep and so here i am.. in front of my pc..*sigh*..

My stomach been up with its gastric again.. that's explain why i took so long to update gerls.. and felt so down lately..

Met up with my sweet heart today after work.. felt like all my pain is gone.. like the moment after i saw his face.. hugged him tightly like no one's looking.. i miss him so much.. really dont know how it'll feel like living without him.. goodness.. im so dependent of him.. like he's my heart.. cant live a sec without him..*sigh*

everything went well.. but we fought just before he went home..i dont know.. sometimes.. *sigh*.....*sigh* watever la... just wish he knows that i misses him so much.. even though .... *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*..........

Man.. im feelin' so blue....:'(

~~Biar ku senyum dlm tangisan.. ~~

Mission Accomplised

Alrite.. after so long of not updating on myself.. here's something for all to see..

First thing first.. finally i've bought something for myself.. a RING!!! a nice one thatis.. a LEE HUA PURPLE GOLD ring.. nice nice.. and i've bought my baby his watch.. he loved it.. it kinda made me so happy and set us in a Bling Bling mood.. but not fer long.. here's why..:

i found out that my baby's been talking to his ex- crush again.. made that the one who had a crush on him. i dont know.. aiseh... how .. now what?? then *sigh* so sad.. cant tell him about the same thing again rite? MAN!! cant be trusted.. but i just hope that he knows his limit and not repeat his mistakes again.. if he really did it.. then we'll have to a serious talk. Once and for all.
What a day!!

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

heyyyyyyy... hurmm.. ok.. so today's werk is as usual.. of course there's a lot of issues to talk abt.. well.. im sooooo in no mood to talk abt it now. so next time la eh.. been rather busy with werk..and tuition..and.. blah blah.. and my boyfriend.. been so busy to share some moments with me.. all that he thinks of is himself.. call pun ckp pasal diri dia.. apa dia buat.. and all that shit.. dont even give me a chance to talk about my problems... i need him so much nowwww....

**Di saat matamu ingin ku tatap, Di mana dirimu dapat ku dakap??!!??

Good Gracious...life is so rushing for me.. ok.. first things first.. last weekend my family had camping at changi.. life couldnt be better then.. but oh goodness. life after that point onwards was hectic and mind boggling.. i couldnt breathe for a moment.. this week that is.. ~sigh~ so much things to do.. so much things still pending.. which things to do first.. which things need to settle first.. aduhhhhh.. poning banget gue.. dah la kerja tak abih2 lagi.. pastu problem ni.. problem tu.. tuition lagi.. mak hoiii.. kering darah aku pikirkan..

but then again.. cant wait for this weekend.. im gonna have a fun weekeend. on friday.. me and my dearest girlfriend are gonna go buy our groceries for her boyfriend's party.. uhhhh.. i couldnt wait.. so exciting... huheuheue..g but before that.. im gonna go out for a little while to shopp with ma momma.. we're gonna be tai-tais fer the day.. ahhh.. life sure couldnt be better.. but fer couse before that i'd have to suffer first.. all my work load is being pushed forward.. ahhhh.. pecah otak aku..

Nah.. take a look at my schedule for today only..: -

0600hrs - Rise and Shine ( not shining at all.. (arghhhh!!!)
0730 - gone for werk
0830 - Start werking
1700 - Reached home from werk
1800 - Gone for tuition
1930 - Going home from tuition.. ( rest fer 15 mins)
2000 - Gone fer another tuition
2200-Going home fr tuition
2230- Off to bed
0000 - Sayang will call ( like after im sleeping!! Sittooo@@#$@$@%^&**&^%)
0001 - off to bed ( like as if i can at that point in time##$$$%%)

you all see la!!
Haiyo.. Can pengsan ahhh~!!

**Would loved skinny dipping~~relax,relax~~muahahhaaa!!!!

Firewoman in the Making

Today was super boring day fer me!! Had to go to werk when ppl are still sleeping in bed.. *sigh* But it wasnt that bad coz i get to be a firewoman.. hueheuhue..

Now wat happened was that.. while i was on my way home..(my collegue's husband, Cik Amy, always fetch us to and from work in this huge lorry that collects water for construction usage).. we saw a big fire just outside my working place.... sortof like that of a forest fire.. dono how tt started out.. freaked the hell outta me man.. sheezz.. then out of a sudden.. Cik Amy suggested that we helped the firemen.. geee.. the firemen were HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! kena aku maintain muka skejap..wahahaha..

Now back to the story.. so then i panjat la blakang lorry and unleashed the water hose from the lorry while Cik Amy was beside me holding and directing the waterhose. Almost immediately, water gushed out.. exactly like that on a fire brigade.. except that our lorry is white in colour..huehuehue.. together with the mat2 hansem.. we battled against the outraging fire.. and of course.. after few minutes.. make that 1/2 hour.. the fire was put out.. sheezz.. berpeluh beb!!
Not from the fire of course... heuheuehue.. But of course ayu mesti kena maintain.. heuheue.. well.. after all tt hoo haa..the firemen say their many thanks.. and we exchange glances.. macam kena electrocuted gitu..heuheu... but that's that..(i masih ingat mata-air i u.. sian dia)..and we went straight back home..