Huwoww!!!

Times really flies! Just when i think im stable enough financially to really think of saving up for future times.. there'll be something that would prevent me from saving up for the rainy days..

Life's gonna be hard from now on.. Im so used to having the luxury of spending but now i'll have to scrimp and save watever cash that i have.. that's the penalty for being a student. heh!!

But i guess its part and parcel of being successful.. one has to face up to hardship.. thankfully, there's my dear who would always think of ways to cheer me up..

Its kinda scary to go back and study after so long of retiring from that tedious long hours of lectures and of course the gruelling exams.. Initially, im kinda excited about this whole issue on going back to school, but now that its just tomorrow that classes are gonna start, im really nervous..

Money problems aside, its just the whole new environment thingy that's freaking me out.. i hope i can get suited to everyone and most importantly, get suited to the schedule.. work then study.. everyday's gonna really tire me out..

God, please help me and see me through this trying phase of my life.. I need all the strength that i have to embrace this period of uncertainties..

I really tire myself out this week.. did so many surgeries and next week's gonna be worse.. wat with juggling of my studies.. oh man.. my brains gonna be squeezed out.. heh!

Sayang had been so nice to me.. knowing that im so stressed.. and knowing that i love to be alone at the beach looking out at the sea to make me more calm.. he actually drove me to the Yishun Dam.. So sweet of you honey! Well, it may not be the beach but it certainly is very quiet and more peaceful. there's lesser activity and it really made me feel so so in peace with myself and i felt so much more calm..

I really dont know how to describe this feeling that i have now.. Im kinda like a little school girl carrying her oversized school bag not knowing where to go.. sheeshz... :$

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