My day sucked big time today..

Here's why..

____________________Suay No. 1___________________________

I got up early and went to work early today so that nobody's gonna have to wait for me again for being punctual.. sheeshz. (the bus leaves at 7.30am.. is it wrong to arrive at 7.26am sharp everyday???) This morning i arrived at 7.12am but the bloody bus driver arrived late..(she's the one who always complain i late.. sheeshz). She reached at 8.05am!!!

_____________________Suay No. 2__________________________

My left arm was swollen so suddenly i didnt even know where it came from. Aisah said it is allergy to rat's fur.. but common' man.. im in this line for a year plus alredy.. now then want to allergic meh?? i know sometimes allergy takes some time to show but really i dont think its allergy... its more like a bug bite... though i know not which bug bite me... sheeshz... there's like 3 bites on my hand.. and its swelling and its painful... arghhhhhhhhh.... no time to go see doc somemore.. sheeshz....

____________________Suay No. 3___________________________

I lost my earrings at work.. It might have came off when i took off the mask and the buffon cap in the lab..


Aiyah... why like that... so suay.... sheeshzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*


Well at least i get to see ma bf today.. Went to his pasar mlm stall and help him and his fam to sell some food.. It went on well i supposed since im not involved in the profit counting. hee... niway.. sayang sent me home by car. Initially it was horrible.. i was damn terrified since i think he went too fast and was changing lanes too often.. i was like clutching my handbag like so tight.. hueuheuhue... but when sayang started to go slower and sticked to the middle lane.. it was pure heaven... A chill and cool ride home...

Thanks sayang... :)

I am so tired. It seems like everyone wanna a piece of me..

I'm exhausted.. My mind's in a whirl.. Cant seem to focus anymore..

I feel that im weakening..

Actually.. i feel so sick..

My body has been aching.. all my joints feel like its gonna come off any moment.

My head feels so heavy.

I need a rest.

I dont wanna go work tomo.

I need someone to cuddle me to sleep..

But there's always no one..

I slept alone..

Again..

**phew**phew**

The buffet lunch went well.. actually it was sucha splendid spread that everyone praise the cooking. Mr Phua was like asking me early in the morn at the pantry

Phua:"fiza, can you tell me what your mom's gonna cook for us today?"
Fiza: "i dunno sir, but both my dad and mom are gonna cook."
Phua:"Err, can you give me a rough idea what they are cooking?"
Fiza:"why sir? you have any allergies?"
Phua:"nah, i just want to visualise what im gonna eat later.. Must be as nice as the last time."
Fiza:"Err.... heee... oook."

Then at 11.30am.. everyone was like waiting at the porch.. (usually they'll loiter at the pantry) to see if Grandis arrived already.. sheesshz.. once they saw it, Cik Jo ran into the pantry and screamed "Fiza, fiza bapak ko dah dtg." hueheu.. it seemed like as though im going to get married like that... sheeshz.. everyone was like so excited..

But it was sad that the buffet was spread on a metal table instead of wooden table.. So sad coz my dad couldnt put the table curtain hence not so grand.. if not sure like professional catering. All that Big Bad Wolf's fault.. i hate her sooooooo fu**ing much. All that she knows is to complain.. ive never seen anyone as detestable as her in my whole life.. shesshz..

But all in all.. the lunch was a success.. Everyone was happy. the director of Lab Animal Centre asked me for a business card.. i was like " what the....?" business card???" heee.. Never thought it'll be that good. so good that even after we end our work and was in the NUS van going to mrt, they're still talking about it.. Sheeshz... "dear ppl, dont praise us too much la... we're not up to that standard as yet.. heuheue.." but thanks anyway, for letting us do business with you.."

its kinda a good feeling actually to see so many ppl appreciate the food and seeing so many happy and contented faces. It made me feel so at ease.. Me and fam was so anxious the whole day yesterday. But thank god, the food was just enough for everyone there and to ta-pao back.. lucky there was no wastage.. huehue.. ok ok...enuf enuf.. that's all about work..

Yes i am happy... hee..

Dear bf, please do take care of your health ok? you always get sick in times of exams. Im sure you're gonna do good for all the papers so dont freak out ok.. you'll do just fine. Trust me honey. I BELIEVE IN YOU!! :)

Do end your exams soon dear. i so cant wait to go out with you again. But of course that will have to wait till after your camp, your reservice, your chalet.... yada yada yada yada... :(

Im really gonna celebrate my bday alone it seems. Sobz..

sheeshz..

Are men such a no-feeling creatures??

It was just just now that me and mom casually talked about men and how ungrateful they can be..

• One of my not-so-close relative's husband just got married to another janda and now she's the first wife while that janda is the second.. Previously, the wife's got a pretty comfortable salary but sayang suami punya pasal.. she resigned since he forced her to.. But a year later, he also resigned and became a taxi-driver and guess what?? that's where he met the mak janda.. drove her here and there sampai la jadi bini dia.. Sheeshz...
• My cousin, poor her, she's only been married for 2years that time and her husband cheated on her like so obviously... she came to know abt it and confronted him. he said sorry and they forget about the episode.. but apparently, he didnt. coz he was so busy cheating on his wife again and again and again.. and his wife, my cousin, forgave him again and again and again.. but now.. they've separated. their married life lasted for exactly 4years only. Her husband left her with nothing.. nothing at all.. all the furniture he took them all back and sold to the karang-guni man... and that's like just few days to raya.. poor mak ndak have to go shopping for furniture.. sheeshz..
• My colleague, Micheal, told me( more like he boasted it) that he has got a mistress and that she has just bore him a child. Sheeshz.. and all this while the wife dunno abt it. Well, she did la.. but he told her that they've broken up long time ago and that they never keep in contact. but never did the wife realise that he actually got an apartment in sembawang for that woman already. so its like playing hide and seek..

Mon - comes to work
Tue - On MC ( boss tot he's on MC. wife tot he went to work. he went to Sembawang)
Wed - Half day ( wife tot he's working. he went to sembawang. Again.)
Thu - comes to work, go back at 3pm ( nt feelin well, took time off, went to sembawang)
Fri - Go see doctor ( wife tot he's workin. He went Sembawang.)
Sat/Sun - Go Sembawang. (wife thought he came to work Over Time)

• Another colleague of mine, Cik Johari. he told his wife that he's off to play badminton (carrying his badminton and in sports outfit) but in actual fact, he is in Batam. and he daringly told me that.. Batam sampai, Isteri tinggal.

And now i've received a call from my gf telling me how her 5 years of relationship ended just because her man said "we're not fated to be together" and that "times are different now, we have different views and paths of life to lead".."i dont have feelings for you anymore..".. "i wanted to focus on my career" and that was that..

Sheeshz.... what have become of people nowadays?? Are we not faithful to the one and only? does the phase "my one and only" still stands in this society?? till death do us part??

i cant imagine the pain these women endured. The pain inflicted by the one person whom they loved whole heartedly.. the one person whom they willingly sacrificed their everything. To these men, i would say, shame on you people, you guys bring nothing to mankind but destruction and sorrows.

Of course im not just talking about the men but the women as well.. Sheeshz.. and i dont even know where to start... i mean.. there's a malay saying.. "the tree wont sway if there's no wind"..

so go figure.. Sheeshz..

Its been so long since ive blog. Ive always wanted to blog but when i see the computer by my bedside.. my mind just say go to sleep fiza.. go to sleep.. so i did.. but now its 6.10pm and its too early to sleep. my mind tells me to go blog.. so i did... huehueheuhue...

All right, so lets starts from where we left? and where were we? oh yah, my work place!!

ok.. my work place is gonna have a lunch gathering for the opening of CARE II in NUS CARE for the holding of rabbits, guinea pigs and trishu( if i got that right) its a kinda squirrel so small but agile.. haiyo, its so hard to catch it.. take like a good few hours.. huehue.. niway, my boss asked my dad to cater the lunch.. The staffs were so excited knowing that my dad's cooking.. even during Razali's farewell function and the food was'nt to their liking.. (the food was from other catering coz my dad's hospitalized) and they said it out loud that my dad's cooking is so much nicer. hueheuhue.. and now they keep asking what's in store this time... huehue..kinda funny la.. the anticipation they're going through.. everyone is like coming down.. from NUS AHU, NUS sAHU and NUS Lab Animal Centre. Prof Yap is coming too... so exciting. And now my dad is like so nervous.. everything he does is like so wrong.. kesian ayah.. Hope everything turns out well this thursday!! *sheeshz*

Oh yah.. my fam is so going to kampung this 25th. i wanna follow.. but im working.. how to go? can take leave, but cannot coz im like in charge of the two poly students and they're in the mid of their final year project and im kinda assisting them. so how.. and that new temp staff, she's under me.. how to delegate work to her.. so hard.. she's like so new.. know nuts.. * sheeshz* im so gonna kena tinggal sorang2 lagi.. boring seh.. i want to see that anak mak long nyer hubby tu.. She's married to another woman's husband.. sheeshz.. amik laki org.. i wanna see how great he is.. but it seems like no luck eh.. *bleah*

And and im so broke this month.. mom borrowed near $200 bucks from me. supposedly to return on the 25th of last month.. but till now.. she seemed so quiet.. so hangus ahh... sheeshz.. its ok.. Halalkan ah.. and i spent like $180 bucks on the punjabi dress.. sheeshz.. and another few hundred on the "ang bao".. haiyo... i so broke!!!!!!!!!!!

im so waiting for the christmas sale.. want to buy new perfume.. finished my jennifer lopez already or rather my sista, nana, she finished it.. "you drink it or what ah nana?" sheeshz.. and i want to check out Island Shop. they usually have very nice clothes on offer during christmas sale. And i wanna buy the jacket at Mango. its selling at 30% discount. so cool... but now no money... so how?? dream on aje la... Sheeshz.. :(

i realised that my bday is like just a week after my new found friend's, Farihah @ pinkzhippie. Her bday falls on the 24th of Dec. We're saggitarius.. i think la.. right anot?? hehuehuehue... think im gonna buy you a pressie babe.. you wait ah.. this month money not enough.. heuhue.. shesshz... (so many sheeshz in this entry ah...) sheeshz!

ok la ok la... im going to jalan raya... dad's calling... ciaoz...

huehuehue... nak step konon... huhuehueu..