I am so beaten up into a pulp..
I am squeezed out dried..
I just finished a report.. but still need to do another essay, presentation and another 2 reports to finish by end of this week..
I am so so busy..
And its not helping the fact that im down with flu.. just sneezed out blood just now. think im too heaty. too stress.
Im swarmed!! :O
Slept at 4am yesterday.. did ALAT revision. did the test today.. relatively easy but totally jumbled up all the analgesics and anesthesias and the tranquilizers and anti-helminths and what-have-yous.. too many medications to remember. I guess i need sleep. I can sleep like a pig now.
Oh God, please help me to persevere.. I need your guide now.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
My big day is drawing near. But somehow im not so eager about it anymore. Maybe because the day is just two days after sayang's surgery. Although its a relatively easy procedure, im still nervous nevertheless. Im scared. I'd pray for sayang's speedy recovery so that we can go out and celebrate our anniversary.
Im also not very eager to go out nowadays coz exams are drawing near and ive got tons of assignments awaiting for me yet to be done. And not forgetting how much ive busted my savings, its insane if i still go on spending more cash. But i so WANT to buy blouses. They're really selling at so so cheap price. And that's why it sucks to go out nowadays.. We go shopping ended up buying nothing. Bleargh!

We thought we could entertain ourself by taking more photos..

And take dumb photos just to fill our empty hearts (and pockets!!!)

But we're still thinking of that Blouse... Haiyah.. Sobz
Thursday, June 22, 2006
There was a live band accompanying our dinner.. and dearest tour duide Pak Henri sang "Widuri" for my family... Awwww.. How sweet~~!!
And we had our last dinner @ Padang.. Cheers~!!Sunday, June 18, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
I tot of writing something since its been eons since i wrote something in.
Thing is i barely got enough energy left every night to blog..
Not to say think of something to blog on..
And to actually turn on my pc.. bleargh... no no no man..
So here i am.. no class today.. blogging my entry..
hopefully this will not be the last entry.. hueheuhue :))
Watched Oprah just now.. Apparently it was Valentine's day
and yeah so everyone was like in love dovey mood and
so naturally i thought of my baby..
but clearly my baby was way to busy to think of me for a sec..
so here i am still waiting for a call or even an sms from him saying HI..
And i went on watching couple fear factor..
And i thought of how if me and alfian were to join in..
Im not a competitive person by nature and Alfian's the opposite.
I dont like to rush. i dont like that adrenaline thingy rushing all over my body..
I dont like it.. AT ALL...
So i conclude that...
If i ever join that FF thing with alfian..
He jollywell's gonna embarass me in front of everyone..
coz he'll be like... cursing me.. and dragging me to the shore just to get the time.. ((like the way that negro man pulled his gf.. wth??))
ok.. so after thinking about all that..
my brains got jammed and i thought ..
ok that's it man.. no more couple shows for me for the night..
Im just gonna finishmy report asap...
so then i turn on my pc.. and
no no no..
I didnt do my report..
I did this entry..
haiyah... so now .. im just gonna stop here.. andbetter start doing my report..
or else i cant finish in time to watch CSI...
yeah yeah yeah...
So see yah..
Psst: i think i dont like to watch tv... esp the commercial part..
They always show that bikini models modelling in ice cold set..
I get very depressed when i see that advertisement..
haiyah.. its just my depression mood setting in lah..
Im in so low low spirit today..
always wanna get angry..
i wonder why??
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Thing is i barely got enough energy left every night to blog..
Not to say think of something to blog on..
And to actually turn on my pc.. bleargh... no no no man..
So here i am.. no class today.. blogging my entry..
hopefully this will not be the last entry.. hueheuhue :))
Watched Oprah just now.. Apparently it was Valentine's day
and yeah so everyone was like in love dovey mood and
so naturally i thought of my baby..
but clearly my baby was way to busy to think of me for a sec..
so here i am still waiting for a call or even an sms from him saying HI..
And i went on watching couple fear factor..
And i thought of how if me and alfian were to join in..
Im not a competitive person by nature and Alfian's the opposite.
I dont like to rush. i dont like that adrenaline thingy rushing all over my body..
I dont like it.. AT ALL...
So i conclude that...
If i ever join that FF thing with alfian..
He jollywell's gonna embarass me in front of everyone..
coz he'll be like... cursing me.. and dragging me to the shore just to get the time.. ((like the way that negro man pulled his gf.. wth??))
ok.. so after thinking about all that..
my brains got jammed and i thought ..
ok that's it man.. no more couple shows for me for the night..
Im just gonna finishmy report asap...
so then i turn on my pc.. and
no no no..
I didnt do my report..
I did this entry..
haiyah... so now .. im just gonna stop here.. andbetter start doing my report..
or else i cant finish in time to watch CSI...
yeah yeah yeah...
So see yah..
Psst: i think i dont like to watch tv... esp the commercial part..
They always show that bikini models modelling in ice cold set..
I get very depressed when i see that advertisement..
haiyah.. its just my depression mood setting in lah..
Im in so low low spirit today..
always wanna get angry..
i wonder why??
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