Middle of the night..

*sigh*sigh*

Right!! wat now.. *sigh* i cant get to sleep and so here i am.. in front of my pc..*sigh*..

My stomach been up with its gastric again.. that's explain why i took so long to update gerls.. and felt so down lately..

Met up with my sweet heart today after work.. felt like all my pain is gone.. like the moment after i saw his face.. hugged him tightly like no one's looking.. i miss him so much.. really dont know how it'll feel like living without him.. goodness.. im so dependent of him.. like he's my heart.. cant live a sec without him..*sigh*

everything went well.. but we fought just before he went home..i dont know.. sometimes.. *sigh*.....*sigh* watever la... just wish he knows that i misses him so much.. even though .... *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*..........

Man.. im feelin' so blue....:'(

~~Biar ku senyum dlm tangisan.. ~~

Mission Accomplised

Alrite.. after so long of not updating on myself.. here's something for all to see..

First thing first.. finally i've bought something for myself.. a RING!!! a nice one thatis.. a LEE HUA PURPLE GOLD ring.. nice nice.. and i've bought my baby his watch.. he loved it.. it kinda made me so happy and set us in a Bling Bling mood.. but not fer long.. here's why..:

i found out that my baby's been talking to his ex- crush again.. made that the one who had a crush on him. i dont know.. aiseh... how .. now what?? then *sigh* so sad.. cant tell him about the same thing again rite? MAN!! cant be trusted.. but i just hope that he knows his limit and not repeat his mistakes again.. if he really did it.. then we'll have to a serious talk. Once and for all.
What a day!!