Monday, September 12, 2005

Everytime when i post anything on this bloggie.. it took me quite some time to ponder on the stuffs that i went through for the day and what i wanted to do for the day but have no time.. or rather no opportunities to do so. Im tired.. as a whole.. I barely have any time for myself. I need a long break. Away from this fast-paced country.. away from any demands.. i just want to do something without thinking of whether i would be wasting my time and then started doing my first task on my to-do list.. I feel like im a robot. i have been programmed to do this and that against my will. Yeah.. im stressed. Sheeeeeeeeeeshz..
Let's start off with what i did today,
  • Wake up.
  • Went to work.
  • Come home.
  • Eat dinner.
  • Went for tuition at 6pm.
  • Went for another tuition at 8pm.
  • Reached home, sit infront of pc blogging.

What i really wanted to do today,

  • Say good morning to my dad.
  • Spend time with family, talk about anything.. just family bonding after work.
  • Have a slow quiet dinner with family.
  • Relax and watch TV.
  • Catch up with sister's revision for O level.
  • Catch up with my mom and bro.
  • Pampering myself with the body lotion i bought 3 or 4 months ago which is still left untouched.
  • Say good night to my fam, kiss my dad and mom.

I thought i needed some quality time with my family which i think i havent been having. But everytime when i wanted to do something like that..i realise that my time are preoccupied with work and tuitions. I wanted to have a balanced lifestyle but i just cant dismiss the tuitions and all.. i needed the cash. Yes! Its true that money is'nt everything. But if you look at it in another way, money really makes the world go round. Though money can never be enough for anyone, having more money to spend and save can really save a person in times of difficulties.

I miss my fam'. Really.