Im off to Batu Stone for my cousin's wedding this weekend..

Im not looking forward to it..

I wanna usher in the new year in my own country..

With my own group of friends..

But i guess it'll never come true..

It always happens..

I usually never get what i want..

Im kinda used to it..

Bye 2005..

It has been a tough trying year..

Im so not looking forward to go through another year like 2005..

Oh god..

Please let 2006 be a wonderful life experience for me..

With less trying moments for me..

Please..

I badly need some rest..