nurhafizah -- [adjective]: Smells like teen spirit 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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I often stare off into space..
And dream of a wonderful place..
Where you and I are held in an embrace...
I know you wont let me go..
Because in your heart you know..
Even if my feelings don't show..
I need you in my life to grow..

I need you more than life itself..
Without you my life is almost empty..
Whether you know it or not..
I need you to need me..
It's not enough for me to have you..
A love like that is never true..

I need you to be happy..
I need you to relax..
I need you beside me..
I need to know you need me..

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Just something that came out of the blue.. Just something that popped out of my head when i was thinking of sayang so much.. It's somewhat how im feeling rite now.. but somehow.. it didnt really depicts the real picture.. I cant find the right words to describe the void im feeling inside..Well, feelings are so hard to put in words, arent they... Especially when it's about the matters of the heart!! :)

Oh boy.. i miss Alfian so much.. Dearie.. pls settle whatever things you've needa do.. I cant wait to have you all to myself.. I need you.. Well, I want you.. Badly.. *sigh* :((

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I miss my boyfriend..

I wanna see him so much..

I need a huge hug from him..

I received a present from Farihah last mon..

Thanks farihah for the beautiful embroided mirror plus the cute bag to hold it..

I lurvve it alot.. Its so pretty.. Thanks again..

You've done alot for me gerl..

I owe you one.. heh.. muacckkks.. :D

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Sunday was Great!!

I didnt have any tuition.. Again.. Sobz..

It seems like Syafiq's mom is trying to delay payment.

*Sigh* Its always like that.

But its ok though coz i could wake up late and enjoy breakfast with family..

Mom said that Mak Andak fell down and broke her spine.. and Pak Andak came tumbling after..

Heh.. jk jk jk jk...

Mak Andak fell down and broke her right arm..

Poor her.. the whole arm is in cast.. It look so swollen.. *shake head*

I can imagine how difficult it's going to be for her to do all the everyday routine..

Sleeping, Bathing, Working?? *sheeshz*

Really hope she'll get well soon.. She's in sucha bad bad luck.. Poor Mak Andak.

Niways, my fam' and I went to see how's she's doin and stuffs..

And afters, Dad belanja the whole fam to eat Seafood at Woodlands Checkpoint Coffee Shop..

The Verdict!! So marvellous!! There's so much food, there's almost no space on the table..

Actually there isnt any.. We really had so much fun talking and cracking jokes..

Esp how Mat Arip terperanjatkan Ayah kat Lift landing..

Hah, buka silat ayah.. Poor Dad, he was really so so shocked..

But it was so funny, we laughed our way home.. Till all of us had stomach cramps..

It felt good. Really. Its been so long since i had a good laugh..

Although its at the expense of dad. heh.. sorry dad for being Mat's partner in crime..

It wasnt planned.. *swears* *evil grin*

What a nice gathering to end the weekend..

Wow.. Its monday already.. i'd better get some sleep..

Daa...

The Superb Spread! There's Tom Yam Soup, Black Pepper Prawns, Sweet Sour Gurame Fish, String Ray with chilli, Butter sotong fried in oats flour (i think.. heh..), Fried Bee Hoon, Hot Plate Egg Tahu and Stir-fry Baby Kailan.. It was SO YUMMY!! :):)

While waiting for food, we took photos again.. Its a routine for us.. heh..

Top: -NANA and SIS-

Aint they look so loving that day.. I think Dad's kinda VERY happy that everybody can spare some time together this weekend.. Cant you see it from his face.. Glowing with Happiness.. I love ya Dad!!

Top: -Mom and DAD-

We just love playing pranks on others.. As others on DAD.. heh heh.. :P

Top: - ME and MAT ARIFF-

Still posing since the food hasnt arrived yet.. Kinda sleepy also.. see that eyes..

Top: -ME-

My pose so the "act cute" seh.. All thanks to NANA.. heh.. :P

Top: -MOM, ME, MAT ARIFF-

Wadda Good Good weekend spent.. twice in a row.. Happiness!!

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I couldnt go to sleep.. so i surfed the net and did this quiz..

Power battles: who rules the roost in your relationship?
By Susan Quilliam

You've got the balance right. Well done. Yes, of course you two have power struggles - every balanced healthy couple does, because every balanced healthy couple is made up of two people who both have their own individual needs.

But you handle these power issues well, possibly because you've had good role models when you were growing up. Or possibly because you've learned the hard way that love thrives when you're not constantly trying to keep each other in line.

The bottom line is that you both respect each other enough not to throw your toys out of the cot when you don't get what you want. You also give each other a lot of freedom to follow your instincts and feel what you're feeling. You respect each other's differences and trust each other to do the best for the relationship. You talk things through, consult, and if it all goes pear-shaped, you know how to negotiate so that neither of you feels badly done by.

Watch out, though. You have a wonderful basis for your relationship, but be aware that the power balance between you may change as time passes. A shift in earning power, for example, can plunge the most democratic couple into problems. He gets made redundant, she stops work to have a family. All of a sudden, the rules change and the earning partner can feel that they should hold more power. That's the time to read Crunch Points for Couples by Julia Cole; (Sheldon Press, ?6.99).

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My oh my..

I was so shagged at the end of everyday that ive not been updating myself of late.

So here goes.

SATURDAY
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Saturday was so best!

We three sisters went to town to initially go shopping..

But somehow, we were so caught up in the chingay celebration that we ended up spending half of the time in orchard jostling with the crowd just to watch the chingay parade.

But it was cool.. So fun.. Somehow it reminded me of National Day Parade.

Everyone was like so into it.. waving hands and taking photos and screaming.

I cant help but to join in as well..

So much so that both my sistas got so fed up and forced me to continue shopping..

It was a great idea actually coz no one was inside any shopping malls. Pure heaven!!

All was outside wacthing Chingay. We felt like we're somekind of celebrities given extra attention by the sales person.

Oh yes it was fun.. We really ejoyed ourselves to the max and not forgeting exhausted all our savings and energy.

But it was all worth it.. Totally!!

Being able to spend some time with just the three of us is pure bliss..

It is not all the time that we get to spend some time together.. so i really cherished the times..Very much..

Cant wait for the next retail therapy session..

It really helps to release watever is in the mind.

We bought so many things.. well actually not that many things lah considering the stuffs that we didnt manage to buy coz we're just so so deat beat. Next time lah..

I cant help but smile everytime i was reminded of the time we went to Far East and went into the "OnDogsAndFriends" shop.

The thing was that i saw this really cute CUTE t-shirt which i bought.. heh..

Its a long sleeve t-shirt of a girl sucking on a straw.. she looked so cute i cant resist the temptation to try the shirt on..

But i was kinda afraid that i couldnt fit in.. So to cut the story short..

There's this what i would call a person with an identity crisis.. heuheue..

He or should i call she.. mmm.. he/she told me to try it on and said" baju ni kalau ketat sikit takpe.. mmg its like that. kalau mat salleh boleh pakai, kau jgn nak ckp ngan aku kau tak bleh pakai."

i was like.. errr okey.. i try.. heh.. and it fit me.. heh.. so i bought it.

Then when he/she asked me if i wanna try other shirts, i was like..

"take lah ab-bang.. eh..er.. cik.. ehh..er..nevermind la its ok.."

Serba salah sehh nak panggil dia apa..

So to sum up the whole day.. It was to me a time well spent.. a great day with one of my two most beloved people in my life..

And here are the pictures we took during our PRETTY BABES DATE OUT DAY.. hueheuhu.. ENJOY!!

P/s: See the photos from bottom to up.. I attached the last photo first.. So blur of me.. :):)

The very Very tired faces of US.. Nana was nowhere to be found.. Time to sleep.. hehueheu..

So here are the stuffs that we've bought.. Two t-shirt, mascara, compact powder, watch, a purse and Farihah's pressie. I hope she'll like it.. :)

My Most favourite shop at TANGS is The Island Shop..

And no.. we never forget to take photo in the ladies as well.. heuhue..Then we went shopping again... NAna bought her shoes..

I wanna take the photo of Mulan but all i got was this.. It was the most beautiful outfit ever in the chingay parade..

This was the Malaysia's performance.. showing the Serawak's culture..

This puppet reminds me of LOTR.. kinda scary.. heuheuheu...

This was the aborigines from Afrika.. the outfit kinda rock!!

Those were the RJ C students.. hmm.. fairy??

Then we went to see the Chingay Parade..

Me with my fair share of the dinner..

After much shopping.. we went off fer dinner..What a Fantabulous spread.. heh heh

Nana and her berangan with the shades.. Caught on Camera..

This shoe is so CUTE that me and nana cant resist wearing them..the same shoe.. Left foot is mine.. Right foot is Nana's.. heh heh..

Now that they've got their ice cream.. never wait any longer those two.. isk isk..

Look at the smile on my face.. I lurvve ice cream..

My favourite ice cream.. waffles with pistachio nuts and cream..

While waiting for our ice creams .. we took more photos..

After a little shopping, we went to Gelare for some desserts.

Three babes on the escalator.

I looked like a ghost in this pix.. Walking towards Isetan i think..
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FRIDAY
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Friday was a very hectic day at work..

Aisah just told me that SH is to pass all his work responsibilites to me..

Now that includes Weaning of rats and mice, Breeding, Replacing Breeders, Supplying, Recording and with Recording comes the Monthly Report. *sheeshz*

Niways, Im kinda EXCITED about it coz it shows that Aisah wanna me to take charge of CARE 1.

Rumours has it that CARE 3 is opening up but before that.. CARE 1 is gonna have a new project that is: An extension block.

So Aisah will be very busy with CARE 3 and it seems that Aisah wanna TSH to be free of CARE 1 duties coz she wanna him to focus on the extension of CARE 1 building.. So that leaves me to take full charge of CARE 1. So exciting..

But with so much work responsibilities and being a new and fresh supervisor.. It wouldnt be appropriate if i didnt have the qualification cert.

Therefore, Aisah has registered me to take the ALAT course (UK). My exams are scheduled to be in DEC..

Dr Leslie is gonna be my moderator for this course and I have to study online. My first test is on March. Hee.. cant wait.. i'll have to go to NUS for the monthly meetings and tests.. heh.

If i did well.. I can take the LAT course together with the other officers in NUS.

On top of that, Dr Enoka has scheduled me for the "Practical"course in NUS in March..

Hee.. cant wait for that too.. I lurve experiments.. Disecting.. Hmmm.. My forte.. :) :)

It seems like they.. the Principal Lab, wanna me to take charge of the Scientific aspects of CARE 1 and 2 and Siva and TSH to take care of the maintanence/ overall functioning of the building..

Hee.. cant wait..

But then again.. i dread this month and next..

Coz i have to go for the Yearly Overall check-up for all Laboratory officers in NUS.. and that means blood taking.. and that means.. injections.. Arghhhh...

And if that's not enough, i'll have to take the Tetanus injection with Aisah in NUS as well..

Oh NOOOO!!

But i guess, with superiority and power comes sacrifices and pain..

Coz without pain, nothing is gain..

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THURSDAY
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Thursday was Wan's last day here so he treated us to dinner.. at Sembawang..

The food kinda suck big time.. but the company was so good.. :)

I thoroughly enjoyed myself.. but i was so tired afters..

I went straight to bed witha FULL stomach.. heh heh .. Thanks Wan..

So here i leave you with the pictures.

WAN and SIS waitin' fer FOOD

BRO and MOM at the Coffee House

ME and SIS waitin' fer DAD at the Parking Lot

ME and MOM in lift

P/S: DAD and NANA wasnt in the picture coz DAD's busy eating,NANA busy taking photos. TOO BAD!! jk jk jk
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Daddy and Mummy's so good to me.. to us...

Yesterday, Dad cooked Kacang Phool.. woohoo... It never tasted so good..

Today, Mommy cooked Lontong.. and sambal kacang.. and ayam maask merah.. WooHoo..

And Daddy bought a cute oven yesterday.. so we gerls are gonna cook Pizza tomorrow.. woohoo..

Ive have the bestest Parents in the World..

Now we three babes gonna go out party!!!!!!!!! well, its more like retail theraphy..

I'd better go get ready.. who last to get out of home pays for lunch...

aRRRGHhh.. looks like its gonna be ME.

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Time Check: 2.32AM

I've just finished watching the first 4 episodes of The OC serials..

Its such a good emotion therapy..

Felt so jealous when Ryan put on his coat on Marissa when she felt cold..

*sigh*

When was the last time anyone did that to me?? *shrugs*

I guess im just gonna get to feel it in my dreams.. Yeah..

Oh God, Ive never been up so late.. I hope i wont wake up late.. got to werk tomo..

*sigh*

Im off to direct my fairy tale now.. with what few hours im left with.. *sigh*

Tomorrow's gonna be a long..long..long..long..long..long day...

*sigh*

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Its Funny how no one but me wore anything RED!! Super ON seh..
From Left, Lee Hwa, Fizah, Lai Sin, Benji-Benji (just love calling him tt way..hee), and Zhi Hao

Benjamin invited me to his home for CNY..

He's sucha nice fellow.. never forgets me whenever there's a gathering..

But unfortunately.. I've got to work today.. so by the time i reach his home,

Only a few of my classmates were still around..

Benjamin's Mommy and Daddy wasnt there..

They went for a Cruise..

What a loving couple.. How i wish my husband and I would have such a loving married life..

Even though when we have kids.. Our love will never diminish..

Niway, Ben cooked lunch but sorry Ben.. i cant taste it.. Non-halal.. You should cater the food the next time round Benji.. HUHUEHUEHUE..

Oh well, doesnt really matters, coz there's just so much goodies Benji's parents prepared on the table..

We.. well.. actually only me lah.. was trying almost all the goodies.. that i couldnt hear Ben called my name.. Sorry Benji..

I feel so Sinful for eating so much sweets... Oh God..

Lee Hwa brought a Memoirs of a Geisha VCD and we all wathed it together..

Everyone was so lost.. they couldnt understand.. only Ben and Me do..

Of course.. We read the book didnt we Benji? We shared reading the book.. few years ago..

5 years?? Yeah.. i think so.. wahuehuehuehue...

Had so much fun explaining to the rest.. we bonded real good..

Sucha pity that the rest of the class wasnt around..

Well next time then.. Benji.. pls make another outing cum gathering ok?

Cant wait to meet the rest.. WOo Hoo~~!!!

*Bleah* Im so tired... my body aches so much.. my brains throbbing..

I need a rest..

A good soak..

A good massage..

Someone who's willing to dry my hair after that..

Someone to caress my cheeks till i fall asleep..

Now who's that someone??
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Fizah and Family went for a Syarahan last Saturday night at Masjid An Nur..Its about Youth and Family..

We were so motivated after hearing the talk that Dad decided to have a family get-together the following day..

So Fizah and family went to da beach on Sunday for a relaxing, de-stressing and rebonding session.

It felt so good to be able to be so close with my family. Talking and just cracking jokes with each other..

We laughed alot, we chatted alot and we're so nice to each other.. We really enjoyed ourselves..Esp dad.. Sucha dear yesterday..

He called me umpteen times checking on how we're doing at Changi since he is stucked at work. Poor Dad. But he joined us afters.. hee.. Dad's da best!!

We were there at da beach since morning till literally next morning!! that is this morning~!!

Dad sent me to work today.. and fetch me back.. So dear Dad.. thank you for all your support.. Be it emotionally or physically.. I love Ya Dad!!

What a perfect Sunday with Fam'. Im really satisfied..

I've made the right choice this time.. Oh Yes i have..

On our way to da beach in our beloved and beautiful Grandis..

It's relaxing time for Me.. Yeah..

We had so much fun although dad wasnt around..

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