What does life hold in store for me? Will I reach my dreams? Live happily?

Sometimes I Feel
Sometimes I feel so alone but I know I'm not.
Sometimes I feel like I have no friends when I have so many.
Sometimes I feel like no one cares when I know so many do care.
Sometimes I feel like i'll never have anyone of my own when I know I will.
Sometimes I feel like...

I need you...
I need your strong arms around me.
I need to feel the gentle warmth of your cheek next to mine.
I need the closeness of you, the safety of you.
I feel such peace and contentment and joy with the nearness of you.
Without you, I feel the chill of indifference.
I feel the insecurities of a painful past.
I feel lost, searching for a warm place to lay my tired head.
I feel the weight of the world forcing me on my bended knees.
I feel such hopelessness and defeat.
To be a whole, complete person,
I need your true and honest love,
I need you,

Always.

Im living my life the way i didnt like it... Didnt like it... Didnt like it at all...