Nowadays.. There's just so many people getting engaged and married..

And they're just my age.. so young..

Is it the norm for us to get engaged at 23??

Sayang went for his cousin's engagement yesterday..

She's our age.. Yeah..

I kinda felt envious.. kinda nervous.. kinda scared..

Its hard to explain.. so much mixed feelings kept arousing inside of me..

Even the Berita Minggu newspaper printed an article about weddings.. the mas kahwin.. and the market price for hantaran and sorts.. A whole big chunk of the whole news.. apparently..

It seems like the norm is $8000 - $10,000.

Wow... so much to swallow eh?

Talked to sayang about it.. and sayang asked me this..

" So you regret waiting for me?"

I was like .. sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. I was kinda hurt by that..

This morning, my friend called and said she's getting engaged at end of this month..

I was like.. ok..

She asked.. "when's your turn?"

I said.. "if im lucky.. 5 years down the road."

Pictured all those bride-to-bes in flowy lace-gown..

A crown on her head.. The Man by her side..

A big warm smile of happiness and contentment..

Finally being able to be with the love of her life..

Haiyah..

What's my future's gonna be like?

Sheeshz...

Sayang... I wanna you to take care of me forever...

Haiyah.. Fizah's starting her berangan already..

Sheeshz..
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