**phew**phew**

The buffet lunch went well.. actually it was sucha splendid spread that everyone praise the cooking. Mr Phua was like asking me early in the morn at the pantry

Phua:"fiza, can you tell me what your mom's gonna cook for us today?"
Fiza: "i dunno sir, but both my dad and mom are gonna cook."
Phua:"Err, can you give me a rough idea what they are cooking?"
Fiza:"why sir? you have any allergies?"
Phua:"nah, i just want to visualise what im gonna eat later.. Must be as nice as the last time."
Fiza:"Err.... heee... oook."

Then at 11.30am.. everyone was like waiting at the porch.. (usually they'll loiter at the pantry) to see if Grandis arrived already.. sheesshz.. once they saw it, Cik Jo ran into the pantry and screamed "Fiza, fiza bapak ko dah dtg." hueheu.. it seemed like as though im going to get married like that... sheeshz.. everyone was like so excited..

But it was sad that the buffet was spread on a metal table instead of wooden table.. So sad coz my dad couldnt put the table curtain hence not so grand.. if not sure like professional catering. All that Big Bad Wolf's fault.. i hate her sooooooo fu**ing much. All that she knows is to complain.. ive never seen anyone as detestable as her in my whole life.. shesshz..

But all in all.. the lunch was a success.. Everyone was happy. the director of Lab Animal Centre asked me for a business card.. i was like " what the....?" business card???" heee.. Never thought it'll be that good. so good that even after we end our work and was in the NUS van going to mrt, they're still talking about it.. Sheeshz... "dear ppl, dont praise us too much la... we're not up to that standard as yet.. heuheue.." but thanks anyway, for letting us do business with you.."

its kinda a good feeling actually to see so many ppl appreciate the food and seeing so many happy and contented faces. It made me feel so at ease.. Me and fam was so anxious the whole day yesterday. But thank god, the food was just enough for everyone there and to ta-pao back.. lucky there was no wastage.. huehue.. ok ok...enuf enuf.. that's all about work..

Yes i am happy... hee..

Dear bf, please do take care of your health ok? you always get sick in times of exams. Im sure you're gonna do good for all the papers so dont freak out ok.. you'll do just fine. Trust me honey. I BELIEVE IN YOU!! :)

Do end your exams soon dear. i so cant wait to go out with you again. But of course that will have to wait till after your camp, your reservice, your chalet.... yada yada yada yada... :(

Im really gonna celebrate my bday alone it seems. Sobz..

sheeshz..